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Ok... Today has been a not so good day. I'm not quite sure, but I'm feeling rather at odds with everything and everyone. I didn't want to go into work today. I didn't want to be around people. I didn't want to spend time with my roommates. I didn't want to do my Bible study. I didn't want to pray. I don't really have any good reasons for this. I don't know what triggered it. But it has not been a good day.

I suppose that today would have been one of those good days to exercise self discipline, and pull out those other spiritual disciplines and pull through and make it a good day. But I didn't.

Mark that up as Big Failure #175,297,456,808,214,782 for Sarah.

Instead of doing any of those things, I took a couple of things I wasn't happy about, and wallowed in them.
Yep. Just like that. I let myself get so covered up in them that I couldn't even see myself or anything around me, except for those few muddy things.

Darn. I guess this means that I still have a long way to go. I'm glad that God is merciful and gives 175,297,456,808,214,782nd chances.